so blue like pouring blue paint into the blue sea against the blue sky?

i'm going through exams, 16 of them in fact. I've done 5 so far.

I don't feel like I have a soul anymore. I'm so drained in misery, a kindred spirit chained behind bars who can see and smell the light of day, but spends eternity against the wet of the cold dark stone walls.

I have so many dreams of freedom. So many wishes to fulfill.

yet endless boundaries to break free.